I mainlined seasons 1&2 of The Listener. ( Collapse )
I have also mainlined seasons 1-3 of Corner Gas, ( Collapse )
I spent an hour... or more... ranting about Smash
while sitting on a wall in the laundry room. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I STUPIDLY BRING IT UP AND THEN SOMEONE STUPIDLY ASKS. ... FVCK! ... So... Honestly, I was thinking about it, did an AO3/careful ff.net search (idbeinthefollies I<3U) and now plan to type up my last finished chapter/write the next instead of essays because oops, but I'm not sure I'm drunk enough (did I mention raspberry vodka? It was there in the laundry room too) - to google around for Smash spoilers which have surely proliferated. Right. So, what I'm asking is:
Is there anything worth knowing about Smash that I can know without simply depressing me? Or rather: is there any news at all that indicates Ivy will be painted in a positive or fair or at least multi-coloured light? I don't even hope for a fittingly complex Ivy/Derek scene. See how I have lowered expectations, yet failed to lower them far enough for the prospectus of yet-another OMG I IZ STAR IN RL N' KARNE SUE/MCPEE U IZ BETTR THN SLCIED BRED!!!+1
In other news I've done my usual and gotten myself into trouble, again, hence MIA in fandom despite not actually being horrifically busy, (though being back in school after a long while is a reasonable excuse.) But I mean trouble-trouble. As in: as much trouble as I can get without it going legal, which sort of included the threat of quasi-legal action, though for most of it I was simply upset, horrified, confused, and trying to resolve it in an adult manner, though apparently I missed because I was not dealing with an adult- I may FO post this later since now I just sound really bad, but it's more complex than that and I could have gone legal months ago *coughs* so it's limited-domain crazy...
So basically, I find myself in a quandry. I want a do-over. DR. TOM PLZ SAVE ME. I need to try this term again. Except ironically, this term has unfolded as a near-perfect do-over from a semester in high school that was very traumatizing. And so now I am merely very confused. It's perfect. Some things were better - I stood up for myself. Some things were worse - .. I stood up for myself. IDEK.
... And I don't. I'm waiting for the mediator to get back to me. That is how messed up my life gets.